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FAO Benitha
The above for the wonderful Benitha, who isn’t feeling very well at the moment (details withheld for obvious reasons). I wish I could do more for her, but I’m kinda stuck here. I feel like I’m doing a rubbish job as her boyfriend by not being there for her.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m here for her; I’m just not there for her.
I know it can’t be helped, and I shouldn’t beat myself up over it — that’s the nature of long-distance relationships, after all — but it doesn’t stop me from feeling like I’m letting her down.
The most I can do, being stuck here, is try to make her happy when she’s feeling low, so that she knows she isn’t alone; I know how good it makes me feel to know that she’s thinking of me, so I’m hoping that works vice-versa.
Get well soon, hon.
Mon 03 May 2004 at 00:13 ·
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